Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Something abt CRUSH

Hey got a new blog. A blog of pictures (only). its called MY CANVAS. It sounds like publicity !!!! And that to for what, pictures .......
the one anybody could easily find on INTERNET. But thats the way it is. When i have created something i have to display it, publicise it, in order to prove its worth. That i guess is the sole purpose of creation (atleast in my case). So, do check it out :P (What the HECk !! i will always be same).

So, dont know what to write. But felt like i should write some stuff before leaving (be it crap). Can't be poetic, not in mood this time ;). So, what to write ??????

uummmmmmmmmm..........
uummmmmmmmmm..........


Ok today i read Sharath sir's (he is my senior and we have a custom of saying SIR, may be we should have a debate whether it should be or not) blog. He also entered in to the blog world. A world where most of the residents r running there thoughts as wild as they could be, looking for words, topics, may be to be ahead as a writer. Now dont say the crap : " I just write down my feelings, without a sense of competition". How pretentious !!

Whatever !! Lets get back to sharath sir. Yes i read his post. All about his crush (i will call it love). Very sad story indeed. So may be i will write something abt CRUSH.

CRUSH :

Well crush ..... uummmmmmmmm..... I have had it infinte no of times (not exaggerating). May be if u make me stand at some place where every 1 min. a beautiful (or u can say average) girl passes by & if u have certain device to measure my crush level (not kidding, there could be one. Man has really advanced yaar) so, i guess u will find it to be at an optimum level.

And i dont regret it. Isnt it natural ?? I mean u got to praise the beauty around u.
But out of those infinte crushes, there have been people (rather girls or even beautiful women) who have had there mark. I still remember them. And out of them there is that SHE as well abt whom i wrote .

And its not that i remember those beauties, just to think them with me in some intimate moments & satisfy my sexual self virtually, but i remember them because i think they are worth it.They were really beautiful. Some were as innocent as a new born baby. And i always wanted to be the preserver of that innocence. But all in vain. Quite normal though.

There is this new girl. Found her on ORKUt (realy cool place, atleast for flurting :P). Really cute. Wish to meet her. But i know its kind of impossible. Because cute girls normally do not hang out with JERKS(like me, not the normal ones). It happens only if u have some other extraordinary skills. And as of me is concerned : I don't know how to BAKAR ( in front of girls). I dont understand how one of my friends talks to her GF all night i.e 10 hrs almost daily. I mean what the hell do they talk : POLITICS Or SEX ....Dont know the PJ's which some duffers usually know, and i dont understand what makes girls laugh. May its in raise of the Stupid Asshole reciting them. Whatever !! these r the kind of boys girls like. What a taste !! May be i need a change .

So, she is really cute, but cant do much abt it. Because girlfriend - boyfriend is all abt being as jerk as possible. May be a competition of two jerks.......I m better at being jerk !! BINGO !!!!

Dont know whether there r people (GIRLS i mean) out there who count ONLY & ONLY on feelings. For whom its all abt being urself in front of each other. Its not like "Ek dusre ki eyes main Dhool jhonkna". Being ur true self. Being true to one another.

Desperately in look of someone like this. All valid candidates r invited. The doors of my hearts r open, to get closed as soon as one valid candidate enters ...... SHUT !!!!

PS : When one has nothing to write & he chooses to write anything random, it turns out to be crap. So plz forgive urs TRULY.

4 Comments:

Blogger PV said...

well man .. this post has nothing to do with real love, a rather pratcical post where u r writing as one who has not experienced love. But once u will feel it, hope u will make ur mind to change this ... nyways ... a nice work ... :) keep it up ..

6:57 AM  
Blogger desperado said...

dude
only thing difficult to understand in those whole world is girl.

n yes no B.Tech or M.Tech is gonna teach u how to do tht

9:19 PM  
Blogger radiohead said...

@pawan : well, i guess i know love, and may be i have done it, though not proposed ;P. And also it was written randomly, so its all crap. neways thanks for visiting the blog. And keep visiting.

@dhruv : Ya thats true. I was once chatting to a girl & i asked her to explain me what girls r all abt and she didnt. How weird !!

9:33 PM  
Blogger radiohead said...

@ messy bubbles : ya guys r weird too, & i guess this post proves it all ;)

9:43 PM  

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