Thursday, November 17, 2005

a life called ' serendipity '

In the month of november .. in the darkness of night and under the powerful moon .. a soul took birth . He was send to this sinful earth ... and before accepting this .. he asked for his answers and was confronted by GOD .. and was convinced of his need on mother earth . But still whatever the reasons may be he knew tht being on earth wasnt a good sign for a soul .. cause if once a soul was sent on it .. it was bound to gointo cycles of life, death & acts .... and it wasnt soon that he cud come back to thy place .. the place he earlier used to dwell in.

After experiencing 21 years of life .... the soul looks back .. [ hes named ANUJ ]

To him being sent to earth didnt sounded gud .. and thus he felt unlucky .... but as GOD had conveyed to him .. he took birth in a loveable family. The honest,emotional, loving, caring [ overcaring rather ], educating, understanding and a loveable individual .. his father . He is the man who taught him how to walk .. and not to stumble .. and how to take ground on things that u believe in [ he nevr said tht .. but ANUJ learned this only frm him .. ANUJ dont knw when & how .... but he did ]. Hes the one who infused in him feelings of love & care .... and to be calm in situations of distress .. never to boil .. evn if the temperatures high .. to be as patient as possible .. to give respect and to earn it in greater amounts .... to be disciplined yet a rule breaker .... to be nice & gud to others .. and never expect a return .. to give .. give & only give ... nevr to demand . Now all ANUJ thinks abt is tht has he been successful in implementing all he learned .... though he strives ..

The innocent, lovely, very caring & all giving women .... his mother. ANUJ knows wht phases of life she had faced .... when in her childhood she lost her father .. and with no brother .. and only 3 sisters .. how they all managed to make the ends meet. A women who hadnt seen much of a love at a time when she needed most of it .. one who didnt got the lessons from her father ..... yet she managed to pour so much of intangible LOVE on her children & her hubby .... dont knw how she managed tht ???? She is the one who taught him the lessons of life ... tht lifes not a bed of roses ... but whatever it is .. jst walk on it .. and give ur maximum to it .. it might tease u .. but then ultimately ur the one how has to LIVE it out. A woman who taught her to be sagacious but not shrewd. And ANUJ thinks wud he ever be able to return the amount of love she showered on him ..... but for sure she will always be there in his heart ..

And then those two nice & nerdy brothers. He spent the years of his childhood playing with them ... with lots of fights .. booooom .... baaaang ... and lots of unshown love. And he always tried to discover them as individuals .. and the quest goes on. And ANUJ prays tht he always keep loving them more then himself.

Then one fine day ANUJ came out of that cosset world .. out in to a new world .. a world full of strange yet loveable people. He met his friends .. god had told him abt them .. " they need someone whom they cud play with ... someone with whom they cud share secrets tht arent even known to there mom & dad .. someone with whon they can hangout .. have fun .. someone who is always there for them .. both in odd & even times ....someone who understands tht there mood is not good today yet messes with them .... someone to fight with .. someone on whos shoulder they cud cry .. someone who will be half their life .... THEY will be ur FRIENDZ .... " .. and each word of it was true. They were weird yet he wished to knw them .. and inch by inch he came closer .... some denied him .. and some gave loads of love .. but he knew that was a part of life ..

And even today .. he just keeps on looking for more & more. Its becuase he heard it somewhere : " THE MORE YOU KNOW, YOU KNOW HOW LITTLE YOU KNOW " .. so he just keeps on going .. in search of more friends .. [ and this BLOG thing was a true serendipity ] .

In 21 years of his life he had seen the world but through his eyes .... he had made others see the world but with there eyes .... but the one was missing who cud see the world THROUGH HIS EYES .... the thing tht he feared in this whole world was this EYE 2 EYE game .... and the one that was yet to be found was the one in whos eyes he cud gaze for days .. and yet not blink. Someone who wud be the world to him .." THE SPECIAL ONE " ....... the one GOD called " THE LOVE OF UR LIFE " .. and this haunted him .... cause he knew that life on earth was wierder then the people who dwelled there .. it cud be gone at any time .. any moment .. or it wud just go on long .. crawling .. a nothing life .. and he feared tht .... cause if by anyhow he was here .. he wished to make the most of it . So he jst wonders .. waiting for a serendipitacious moment ;)

And these 21 years were quite enough to make him realise that it wasnt bad actually .. that it was not abt the needs or anything .. tht it was abt understanding something more imp .. it was abt relations .. abd his idiosyncrasies .. to undertsnd himself .. his soul .. and the LORD .

And after these 21 years .. he knws wht it is .... its ..

A LIFE CALLED ' SERENDIPITY '




PS :: HEy u knw wht these posts dont jst come out of blue .. ya i watched serendipity today .. i had watched it on STAR MOVIES before years back .. but didnt knew tht it was serendipity ... lol .. newyaz the movie is real gud . Now i knw why is it almost everyones favourite.

15 Comments:

Blogger johney said...

Serendipity : accidental discovery.
And do you believe that life is an accidental discovery?

It sounds very much like the three sister of FATE. The three sisters weaving the thread of life, cutting them wherever their whims takes them.

It seems serendipitious that life is control by the whims of these three sisters.

11:32 AM  
Blogger radiohead said...

well i thought serendipity to be a fortune accident .. and theres a difference btw "accidental discovery" & a "fortunate accident" ....

so i wrote this cause i thought tht me living such a life is a fortunate accident. However i do cry over my life being sad & empty & all .. but thts jst the human nature .. but in the end i m fortunate to hav things the way they r .. they cud hav been worse but they arent ...

so for me its been a fortune accident to be among friends like u ;) . And i wish these to happpen more .....

and my god how badly be wait for some serendipities in our lives !!

1:58 PM  
Blogger Phoenix said...

gosh man u think so much

sweet post, but tough hai

khud ke bare mein itna nahi sohna chahiye dost

9:23 PM  
Blogger the Monk said...

haven't seen the movie yet...i will now...nice post...

12:56 AM  
Blogger radiohead said...

@ shveta :: yups its a beautiful word .. very interesting indeed .. and the best part is tht its quite prectical as welll ..

till now there hav been quite serendipities .. and i guess lots r yet to come .. and though they wud be right in front of my nose but i wont knw them ..

and when its over i will realise how beautiful an accident tht was .. and it will make me smile ..

lol .. the best serendipity was tht i had watched this movie earlier as well on STAR MOVIES & i liked it as well .. but then i didnt knew tht it was serendipity ... :)

so u ready for the serendipities of ur life ???? lol .. i might be one of them ;)

2:41 AM  
Blogger desperado said...

well beautiful post again...

sorry tht i havent been able to open up myself to u..though u have sometimes...but buddy believe me i trust n love u....its just tht my stupid nature always prevent me frm openin up...to anyone n evryone...even the ones i love....
i knw i wouldnt have been able to say to u this...so i thought ill write it down to u...thank you...n ya be there always for me...n as for me ill be there always for u


P.S.--The film is sure gud...aur inta accha kisi ke liye mein kabhi kabhi hi likhta hoon...;)

2:57 AM  
Blogger radiohead said...

@ phoenix :: mitr .. i dont wish to "tensau" my mind .. it has better things to think abt ...

but i do think when i write a post. Well i jst keep on wondering wht to write on .. and when i watched this movie .. some thing tickled in my mind & it echoed : " A life called serendipity " .. and i jst wrote abt my life .. the way it has been tell now ... and lol .. it was also written to weaken tht belief of me being a " ROTU hopeless geek " .. i m not .. see i m happy :( .. hehee

lol .. khud ke bare main to itna nahin sochta .. par doosron ke bare main kafi sochta hoon .. lol .. not as in social work ... but other thing ;)

and DOST thnkz for the suggestion .. ab to is bare main sochna padega ..

@ the monk :: thnkz buddy. And yups do watch the movie .. its gud . hope u enjoy it :)

3:11 AM  
Blogger radiohead said...

@ dhruv :: mitr bhale hi aap itna acha kisi ke bare main kabhi kabhi likhte honge .. but i knw ki itna acha aap SABKE [kuch bekar logon ko chhod do ] bare main HAMESHA sochte hain .

and yups i m alwayz there for u & i knw ur alwayz there for me .... these r not thngs to be said. And i knw ki main itna aalsi hoon even then u cope up with me as far as work thing is concerned .. and if we talk abt friendship ...... hehehe .. ISSE ACHA AUR KAHAN ..

to chalo chalo ab mmujhe apni FANTI ka naam batao .. hehe .. jst kidding ;)

and i luv u too ..

PS :: yaar ye LUV se log kuch galat to nahin samajh lenge :(

3:18 AM  
Blogger R said...

i really like the film!!!

cute thought.. nice lines man!!

will check out your previous posts a little later... you seem to be an interesting fellow!

:)

6:46 AM  
Blogger radiohead said...

@ rohit :: thnx buddy. and hey ur impressed by me .. hmm .... thnkx .

and yuos the movie is really nice .. also atleast it ends happily & not in a separation like the SWEET NOVEMBER . hope u find fun reading here ;)

1:00 PM  
Blogger Harashita R. R. Bajaj said...

hey too good....

5:03 AM  
Blogger Phoenix said...

socho socho

time mile to mere bare mein bhi soch lena
aur bata dena mujhe
:P

2:36 AM  
Blogger radiohead said...

@ harashita :: thankx. and keep visiting.

@ phoenix :: sochenge .. sochenge .. par ye to batao ki kya sochna hai ??

7:36 AM  
Blogger AJ said...

Visiting ur blog for the first time...
Nice post. You seem to have expressed yourself really well. Haven't seent he movie yet, hoping to catch it soon.

8:35 PM  
Blogger radiohead said...

@ anchal :: hey thnkx for visiting .. and hey keep doin tht .. and do watch the movie .. its gud.

10:17 PM  

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