the need to be disingenuous ??
Do i need to be disingenuous .... is being manipulative the impression ??
1. U jst went out with somebody .. u come back & people [ ur so called friends ] surround u ..
" Hey wht happened " ..... " how did it went "
Inspite of askin how did u find her ..... or what tht person is like ?? they wud ask u .. "did u managed to touch her somewhere ?? " ..... "any kisses ?? " [ though some mean it .. & some ask it for momental fun .. whtevr ]
" hey hey leave this .. we will inquire it later ....... comeon tell us the whole story .. "
and u knw wth this guy isnt one of those HIDING types ... so he yells it all .
We went there ... did this ... she said tht & i said this ...... and as this is the first meeting nothing really happened .... rather lots of stupidities did ... hehe .. quite normal !! And when hes reciding it all .. right frm the core of his heart assuming tht people standing rite over his head wud understand & may be .... jst understand .... but u knw wht goes over his head .....
hes yelling it all out .. with some shyness .. some blushing cheeks .. and a happy heart .. and they .. the one standing over his head .. make a secret gaze to each other .. and their eyes pointing downwards .. towards tht guy .. saying :: " U see this jack ass .. haha .. yelling it all" .... " another stupid jackass " .. and they knw tht he will be on for an assault some time later if things dont really workout for him !! How pathetic of tht guy :) .. [ lol .. even i m one of those asshole friends .. i aint a saint .. but its bad man .. i need to rethink now .. wont play with anyones feelings .. promise ]
[ this isnt personal .. and this thing wasnt abt how boys think abt girls .. it was abt how people like me can be insensitive at times to others feelings .. and give a damn .. very very bad .... ]
[ nahin dear .... we guys arent tht bad as u girls think we r ..... see we may talk abt it .. but nevr feel like tht .... ab exceptions r alwayz there .... but its in girlz too ..
as saif said in HUM TUM ... " MAIN ACHA ADMI NAHIN HOON " .. but then he had his fingers crossed .. actually u wudnt hav noticed it .. but i saw it ..
so HUM LADKE BURE NAHIN HAIN .. zara NAZARIYA BADAL KAR TO DEKHO .... U WILL LOVE THE HIDDEN PART ;) ]
2. hehe ..... after a long long time .. u find some person [ girl ] u knw .. and u say : " Hey remember me ... kahin bhool to nahin gayin " .. and lol ... no reply ??
and if u wud ask someone ... he wud say ... " Hey she didnt even knew u well .. is she supposed to remeber u ... " .... Ok fine .. agreed .. but then they say .. u cud have said something else ... "something interesting" .. .. hey comeon .... i m what i am .. if i wish to ask it straight & stupid " REMEBER ME " thing .. then thts the way i ask .. sorry if this doesnt work in the common " HOW TO IMPRESS " dictionary .. no regrets for tht ..... i am the way i am .... and i wont be some MANIPULATED SHIT !!
3.Now this ones funny .. suppose .. u fall for a girl .. i knw u dont need to hurry .. u have to give her time to think & understand .... but they say : " If u admit it all .. ur a jackass .. BHAV KHAYEGI .. be mysterious .. " .. again tht stupid thing .. " BE interesting " ........ come on .. get off me !! Wht kind of a process is this to make someone fall for u .. haha .. they call it the road to love .. or some other crap .... R U KIDDIN ME ... and they wud say : " THTS HOW IT GOES BRO " ... LOVE .... i dont give a damn to it then [ hehe jst kiddin :D ]
4. Am i too complicated .. or people have no knowlegde of easy riddles ??
HUH !! This world of perpetual antagonism !!
lol .. how do i knw all this .... hehe ... a hopeless romantic knows it all ;) .
so ANUJ sudhar jao .. be the good mama's son & obey ur dad who says " Dont hurt anyone " ..
CIAO :)
PS : Today my horoscope said : "If you feel it, think it or care about it, it's going to be written all over your face -- so hiding your feelings is entirely out of the question. If you've got something to say to someone, resistance is futile " ..... so i m not to be blamed again :D
1. U jst went out with somebody .. u come back & people [ ur so called friends ] surround u ..
" Hey wht happened " ..... " how did it went "
Inspite of askin how did u find her ..... or what tht person is like ?? they wud ask u .. "did u managed to touch her somewhere ?? " ..... "any kisses ?? " [ though some mean it .. & some ask it for momental fun .. whtevr ]
" hey hey leave this .. we will inquire it later ....... comeon tell us the whole story .. "
and u knw wth this guy isnt one of those HIDING types ... so he yells it all .
We went there ... did this ... she said tht & i said this ...... and as this is the first meeting nothing really happened .... rather lots of stupidities did ... hehe .. quite normal !! And when hes reciding it all .. right frm the core of his heart assuming tht people standing rite over his head wud understand & may be .... jst understand .... but u knw wht goes over his head .....
hes yelling it all out .. with some shyness .. some blushing cheeks .. and a happy heart .. and they .. the one standing over his head .. make a secret gaze to each other .. and their eyes pointing downwards .. towards tht guy .. saying :: " U see this jack ass .. haha .. yelling it all" .... " another stupid jackass " .. and they knw tht he will be on for an assault some time later if things dont really workout for him !! How pathetic of tht guy :) .. [ lol .. even i m one of those asshole friends .. i aint a saint .. but its bad man .. i need to rethink now .. wont play with anyones feelings .. promise ]
[ this isnt personal .. and this thing wasnt abt how boys think abt girls .. it was abt how people like me can be insensitive at times to others feelings .. and give a damn .. very very bad .... ]
[ nahin dear .... we guys arent tht bad as u girls think we r ..... see we may talk abt it .. but nevr feel like tht .... ab exceptions r alwayz there .... but its in girlz too ..
as saif said in HUM TUM ... " MAIN ACHA ADMI NAHIN HOON " .. but then he had his fingers crossed .. actually u wudnt hav noticed it .. but i saw it ..
so HUM LADKE BURE NAHIN HAIN .. zara NAZARIYA BADAL KAR TO DEKHO .... U WILL LOVE THE HIDDEN PART ;) ]
2. hehe ..... after a long long time .. u find some person [ girl ] u knw .. and u say : " Hey remember me ... kahin bhool to nahin gayin " .. and lol ... no reply ??
and if u wud ask someone ... he wud say ... " Hey she didnt even knew u well .. is she supposed to remeber u ... " .... Ok fine .. agreed .. but then they say .. u cud have said something else ... "something interesting" .. .. hey comeon .... i m what i am .. if i wish to ask it straight & stupid " REMEBER ME " thing .. then thts the way i ask .. sorry if this doesnt work in the common " HOW TO IMPRESS " dictionary .. no regrets for tht ..... i am the way i am .... and i wont be some MANIPULATED SHIT !!
3.Now this ones funny .. suppose .. u fall for a girl .. i knw u dont need to hurry .. u have to give her time to think & understand .... but they say : " If u admit it all .. ur a jackass .. BHAV KHAYEGI .. be mysterious .. " .. again tht stupid thing .. " BE interesting " ........ come on .. get off me !! Wht kind of a process is this to make someone fall for u .. haha .. they call it the road to love .. or some other crap .... R U KIDDIN ME ... and they wud say : " THTS HOW IT GOES BRO " ... LOVE .... i dont give a damn to it then [ hehe jst kiddin :D ]
4. Am i too complicated .. or people have no knowlegde of easy riddles ??
HUH !! This world of perpetual antagonism !!
lol .. how do i knw all this .... hehe ... a hopeless romantic knows it all ;) .
so ANUJ sudhar jao .. be the good mama's son & obey ur dad who says " Dont hurt anyone " ..
CIAO :)
PS : Today my horoscope said : "If you feel it, think it or care about it, it's going to be written all over your face -- so hiding your feelings is entirely out of the question. If you've got something to say to someone, resistance is futile " ..... so i m not to be blamed again :D
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15 Comments:
first bro...dont use such big words..they scare the shit out of me...disingenuous, perpetual antagonism ...i still have no clue to the meanings of these words..well i really dont knw meanings of quite a lot of words..
as for the post...
i know we do this with you....especially the first point..hehe...but the jerks we r we'll keep doin it...cause i knw for sure u wont get angry
second point..be yourself..u have the best nature among us..dont change it for anything ...
P.S. now writin this doesnt mean ull start gettin angry ...cause these days u idiot...tht smile is not on ur face..n im feelin scared n worried...be back to ur old self..bubbly n bindaas...u n mackster sure can bring a house down with their fun...i want tht :)
GUYS!!!
ah...tht''s allt hey r occupid with
why do u ppl treat a bandi as an object
even when she is UR bandi!!
no i'm not too offended or angry
but tink abt it
anyway i like ur pot
as i say, u r sweet and rare:D
life is so much of manipulation!
@ dhruv :: naaah its nothin personal .. its abt something tht happ few dayz bck in my room .. grrr i m so insensitive sometimes .. tabhi to kehta hoon jyada bubbly hona is bad .. u cross ur limits at times wthout carin for othrs feelings . Bad BAd BAd anuj :(
@ phoenix :: nahin dear .... we guys arent tht bad as u think we r ..... actually i forgot to rite this disclaimair .. see we may talk abt it .. but nevr feel like tht .... ab exceptions r alwayz there .... but its in girlz too ..
see its not a war btw girls & boyz .. and this post wasnt abt how boys think abt girls .. it was abt how people like me can be insensitive at times to others feelings .. and give a damn .. very very bad ....
as saif said in HUM TUM ... " MAIN ACHA ADMI NAHIN HOON " .. but then he had his fingers crossed .. actually u wudnt hav noticed it .. but i saw it ..
so HUM LADKE BURE NAHIN HAIN .. zara NAZARIYA BADAL KAR TO DEKHO .... U WILL LOVE THE HIDDEN PART ;)
ciao ..
@ dhruv & phoenix ::: yaar tum log itni tareef mat kiya karo .... people vistin here will have misconseptions :)
ur horoscope says..'say it all'
so did u confess smthing to sm1?? ;-)lol
neways m sure u guys think real hard nt to hurt nex time..bt wat u end up dng is hurt n realise it later...
but..hiding feelings should always be out of question buddy
@ milo :: yups lifes movin & i m learnin :) . hehe no .. no confessions to neone.
@ rohit :: yups true .. but one cant help being shy !!
@ shveta :: there r al kinds of people out there .. gud bad .. shy & expressive .. lol .... there r BLUES & REDS & yellows & brows .. all kinds of colors & personalities ;)
Lol!! Seems like a blind date gone awry!!
achha CHALO NAHI KARTI
@ mirage :: comeon .. are i wrote it na .. its nothin personal .. ita abt someone else .. and his wasnt a blind date .... and its quite genrl as well :)
@ phoenix :: heehe ..wht if i say i didnt mean it :D .... hihihihi
main to mazak kar raha tha :)
But that is what being young means. I rememberwhen I was young, I use to do taht exactly. Whenever I went for a date, my friends would ask me how it went, whether the kisses were nice or wet. Well, sometimes they even asked me if the nose came in between!!
But that is that. That is how being young means. Always anxious about the opposite sex. And ofcourse girls are like that too. Most of their friends do know what happenned on the date.
Oh! And about impressing others, I have not idea what it is about. It has always been my way, by instinct, to do what I always wanted, because I am what I am.
Perpetual Antagonism?
Nothing in this world is perpetual. On the other side of eternity, all things must cease to exist. Alas! that is the fate.
well i agree with john..it happens ..sometimes we do cross the limit n get too nosy but then its i guess a part of this age..
as for this bubbly nature i dont knw why u wanna change..just because you think people think tht u wont get angry so we can be at liberty with u..but then whts wrong with it..u r the most loved around here just because of your nature..for who you truly are..nobody hesitates in talkin or sayin nythin to you because they know you wont mind it...unlike when people talk to me :)
p.s. dont knw why i wrote this seriously...;)
and you are insensitive????from where did tht thought come..thts just stupid thinkin on ur part my frnd
@ johney :: now thts called a comment. U jst solved all my confusions. Wht ur sayin is kindof rite .... buti jst felt it so wrote it ....
abt tht perpetual thing .. i dont hav much knwlg abt this eternity & fate stuff .. and ur my teacher for tht i knw . . hope i undeerstand it perfectly someday
@ dhruv :: hey thankz buddy. Thts a small word but thts all i can say .... everytime i turn in to this freal u bring me back in to my mood .... hehe evryone love me the most .. lol .. wht boyz :D .. ye baatein thoda bahar bhi to failaooo ;)
hahaha i m insensitive at times thts very true .. can be the biggest asshole of all times .... and abt being angry .. koi BIMARI types hai .... sadness takes over me surprisingly .. and for no reason .. some freak mind shit i guess .. hehe thts why i call myself a hopeless romantic .... hehe .. now even i wish to be an outlaw :)
U heard bonjovi .. its my life .. its now or nevr .. " I AINT GONNA LIVE FOREVER " & thts the best part .. one day this stupid game will end for me .... hehe .. khallas & me khush .. out there somewhere .. i mean may be !!
waah waah
kinna honest mundaa haiga...
and the dont hurt anyone attitude + being undecetive behaviour are cherished qualities... keep it up.
@ mani :: thankx for visitin . I visited ur as well earlier but i cudnt find a place to comment. HEHE .... honest :D
yups i will try to keep up the gud attitude ;)
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