A Missing Friend

* SIGh * I always wished for such a friend but " Pados Main koi ladki hi nahin thi :( " .... and even now everything stands the same ..... grrr ...thanx to nice things written in my destiny .... ugggghhhhh .. luckily The unluckiest man on earth.

Hey this is not a joke ... i m damn serious abt it friendz .... and ohhh these typical karan johar style bollywood dramas add up to my anxiety. Hey but is it really true .... does such a lucky couple really exists ...... and if it does My GOd i would pay any price to be one of those couples ....lol i m not desperate ....its just a wish .

It would be wow to have someone pretending not to give a damn abt me but in her heart she has all the feelings & despite her pretention i knw tht she cares & i love her the same way ( here LOVE does not mean only bf-gf ). I would do all the boyish mischiefs and she shows me tht attitude. Whenever in trouble she comes running to me ..... and i just tell her how a DUMBO she is.

I go to her running whenever i spot a new girl in the college ( lol ...how flirtatious of me ) .... ans she just overlooks it cause she doesnt want to share her part of love. She calls up in the morning to wake up a stupid .... shouting tht hes getting late for the classes .......

And then those never ending discussions abt either girls r DUMD or Boys r SMART ( lol ...sorry it should be whose better :: Boys or girls ).... and with no exceptions at the very night before exams i run on to her for notes & when i dont understand a damn word .... i reach her with all innocence on face & ask of help .... and very rudely she says " Come Over " ..... lol .... i knw she cares ....

On her bdays ( which i always forget to wish ) i never give her presents & quite contrary to this she is the first one to wish me ...( this one is a bit exaggerated though .. i m laways there for her & she knws thts the best gift for her )......

Then those days & nights when i would miss her like hell .... when she would be far ... but wont call cause of tht EGO ... ugghhhh .... and as soon as she returns she is tooo excited to tell me her experiences but i as usual overlook .....mot interested in crap ...

She talking abt Tulsi ( kyunki saas bhi kabhi bahu thi ) and I abt Rock ( WWE ) ....

But the boy is not tht bad in the story yaar .... When she has a fight at home .... she feels lonely .. i always make her laugh .. my shoulder is always there for her.... and tht hanky of mine which she sneezes in to & always returns without washing ....ugghhhh but I love it tht way ......

Me protecting her frm all sorts of onlookers ...... giving her treats even when i m broke .... giving a small little slap on her head whnever shes stupid .. hear to her when she sobbs .... not hearing her when shes angry ....... ..

And theres lots more tht the two has to & can give each other. And this love i tell u is untouched, uncomparable, everlasting & the purest ...... but everyone is not a lucky dog. lol .... i m not happy with it.

Oh god !! If this wish of mine ever comes true in any life ......
MY DIL WILL GO MMMMMMMMMM ..........

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Salaam|Namaste - My dil goes mmmm..

Ladka ::::

AAti hain woh aaise chal ke, jaise jannat mein rehti hain
Dekhti hain sabko aaise, jaise sabko woh sehti hain
Par gusse mein jab aaye, aur ankhein woh dikhlaye
Ladte ladte galti se muskaaye
My dil goes mmmmmm....4x

Ladki ::::

karti hu jab usse baatein, lagta hain sone wala hain
Soke jab jabbhi woh jaage, lagta hain rone wala hain
Par chupke se woh aaye, meri neend se mujhe jagaye
Le baahon mein aur khud hi gir jaaye
My dil goes mmmmmm....4x

Ladka ::::

Ha woh na na karti hain
Ha bada akadti hain
Ha thodi si ziddi hain
Ha akal se piddi hain
Jaate hain sab aaye, na aaye woh jaati hain
Tedhi in baaton se mujhko yeh satati hain
Har waqt se pehle aanaa sunn na na koi bahana
Par dekhna mera rasta rozana
My dil goes mmmmmm....4x

Ladki ::::

Ha picture mein rota hain
Ha khulle muh sota hain
Ha zara nalayak hain
Ha pitne ke layak hain
Jaane kya kehta hain jaane kya karta hain
Sofe pe chadhta hain pardo se ladta hain
Jab karne lage safaai samjho ke shaamat aayi
Fir thak ke jab leta hain angdaai
My dil goes mmmmmm....4x

Ha thodi alag si hain
Ha thodi galat si hain
Ha thoda alag sa hain
Ha thoda galat sa hain
Aaisi bhi hogi woh aaisa na socha tha
Aaisa hi hoga woh aaisa hi socha tha
kyo lagta hain yeh apna
Yeh sach hain ya hain sapna
Dar lagta hain kahi ho na jaaye jhuth
My dil goes mmmmmm.... 12x