the fear of tomorrow ..
Its pretty normal to have certain odds against you .. but when the evens rebel what is one supposed to do .
There are two kinds of life ( may be more .. but for this peace of writing i can only comment on two of them ) ..
1. you live like a warrior .. the odds are never a big deal .. people of such kind know how to tackle a situation when the evens also go against .. they know how to handle rebellions .
2. you live like an adjustment .. u hardly managed to keep up with the odds .. you have always feared them .. nd if u could ever wonder the evens going for a rebel .. its the worst possible nightmare ..
but what if one is caged .. he wants to be a warrior .. he wants to break all that comes in his way .. freedom is his destination .... his actions are his own .. but then nothing arouns seems supportive .. hes weakened by the thoughts of despair ..
i mean he wants to move on .. but every damn way he thinks of is close to impossible .. and its not only the hindrances that he fears .... its the people ..
He knows whichever way he picks to move on .. 100 eyes are looking over .. an upright gaze .. theres no way to escape .... he knows he is not answerable to any of them .. he never cared a damn about any of them .. but arent they weakening him .. its a slow poison .... eats out the strength .. instils the fear .. drop by drop .. second by second ..
wht is one supposed to do .. ?
The decisions that he took yesterday seem to be mistakes today .... but some thing inside knows that its not a mistake .. its a feeling that the ouside world has always tried to induce in humans ... the nature , the other humans .. they have always tried to instil that fear of considering decisions as mistakes ....
you run on a rugged road .. round 1 .. round 2 .. round 3 .... its hard to breathe .. the feets r sore .. d road seems never ending .... the courage dropping down every second .... I might have made it today just because i kept yelling to myself .. U CAN DO IT .. U CAN MAKE IT FORSURE .. probably a yell overcame the fear ... but wud this help tomorrow as well .. wud i be able to yell at the same pitch .. wud i be so determined ..
Its all the tomorrow fear .. wud i be the same warrior tomorrow .. whos gonna be by my side ?? nd even if someone is .. am i really gonna ask for help ?
But then we are born to fight ... who said winning is an obligation !!
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6 Comments:
Hmmm,
Your post is really made me think what kind of person I am.
/*We are born to fight....who said winning is an obligation.
Thats really very brave thought. A true warrior doesnt care for whether he will win or lose. He just fights for things which he thinks is right and sticks to his decison.....no matter how much resistance he face.
As far as winning is concerned....you cannot win all the time. The thing that matters is how bravely you fought.
One cannot win all the time. But, trying helps.
And, living like an adjustment sucks.
@ prad :: ya , hope so .. rather i guess i have & i think i will ..
@ abhishek :: thnk god .. if tht made u think .. my job is done .. i mean thn i feel tht my writing was worth :D . thnkx mate .
@ rohit :: hey jude . ya it SUCKXXXXXX . ya i do remember tht TRY TRY AGAIN poem ..
true very true
good post
Good post Anuj...very well written. And very encouraging too...
**He knows whichever way he picks to move on .. 100 eyes are looking over
my theory is that even if a 100 eyes r looking and a million lips will be talking, I do what I want to...
stay strong and be a warrior always...o.w. it's no fun :)
Keshi.
@ ajay : thnkx dude
@ keshi :: thnkx for those encouraging words keshi .. ya sure evn I do what i want to .. but as i said in the post .. they instil a fear .... but thn we ought to learn to fight fear na .. so lets hope i will be as courageous as m tdy .
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