confused guy ..

sometimes you wish to talk, you just wish someone to listen .. nt say a single word .. jst listen .. u have so much to say .. all thats inside you, nd at some rare day it wishes to come out ..

sometimes you just wish to listen, you dont want to talk, silence is ur peace .. rather you wish someone to speak out .. rather u wish someone to be a chatterbox , you knw ur there to take it all .... nd ur happy & content .. cause in ur silence u can feel others excitement .... in ur peace u can witness the hussle in others life ..

sometimes you wish to stare .. just stare .. say you spot a gal who seems to be ur kinda gal ( seems to be bcause u havent yet talked to her .. bt u knw na theres alwyz a voice which yells out .. shes it .. or may be she cud be it .. she cud be d one whos been playing hide & seek since long .. things might change whn u talk :D ) .... so u jst wish if time cud stop & u could catch that moment & cherish it for sometime .

sometimes you wish to be stared at .. you desperately wish to be d centre of attraction .. so that ppl can spot u .. i mean fuck ppl .. d one u specially want to can give u some attention .... i mean its no desperation .. u jst want it ..

sometimes in moments of solace u wish if somebody was there who could read whats written inside me & recite it out .. its so hard to understand oneself .. nd harder are to control ur self-centred acts ...

.. u wish somebody could see the tears that u never really shed .. those that were there sometime .. at the corner of ur eye .. nd thn it cud hold ur hand .. i mean u never asked for that .. bt u wanted it desperately & probably she realised that .. nd thn she wont say a word .. not a single word .. she wud jst stare deep in to ur eyes as if she cud negotiate wid those tears & turn them bck .. to be spilled later at an appropriate moment ..

sometimes i wish if i was as confident as a stone .. .. nothing cud stir me .. knowing the fact that things passing me by are eroding me slowly & steadily .. nd for sure i will fall down one day .. bt still i will be happy cause spmetime in my life i turned the flow .. it pushed me yet cudnt stir me .. cold & confident .

sometimes i wish if I can peacefully imagine beyond my own imagination .. doing whtevr I have wished to .. to be at peace .. floating with the flow .. swinging with the ghust ..

atleast a moment of stability in life .. a timeframe where in i can feel that things r going in the rite direction ..

well .. M a confused guy !!

PS :: well it didnt came out of d blue .. was jst browsin through d movie AMERICAN BEAUTY .. nd jst loved some sequences .. so .. thts why ..