a road unknown

Its all sweat .. legs weak .. and gettin weaker with every step ..a step taken to move forward . But it feels as if u are being dragged back. The road ahead seems infinite, unknown .. confusing .. and the journey is breathtaking. But arent most of them like that. If u aint tired in a journey .. than wheres the fun .. but how long .. how long can u stand on ur feet .. how long can u stay determined .. how long can u resist the resistance .. how long ? how long ?

And is it worth it . May be not now .. may be tomorrow u might know the worth .. but jst because on some tomorrow i would be relieved of this tiredness .. should i continue wasting my today . Or should i procrastinate as usual. But how long can u overlook .. how long ? how long ?

You make promises to yourselves .. It wont happen again for sure ... I wont do that .... I wont let that happen to me .. I aint considering tht shit worth .... I aint gonna long for thins outof my reach .... I aint gonna think .. Lets be passive .. Lets be active .. Jst shut up .. ohk !! . But as the normal phrase goes Promises r meant to be broken specially whn done to urselves .. cause its not harming someone else .. no ones at loss .. no one other than me .

See evn all this is a one day thought .. the night will pass .. soon .. pretty soon .. the sleep will do the healing .. The morning air would bring the freshness back .. but why ? why there has to be a cycle ... aint there a way out ?? It sucks to feel trapped ?? You can run .. but whts the point .. u will wnd up a similar place .. nay be a bit better .. may be a bit worse .. wont make a difference. How long can u be positive .. specially with so much negative around .. inside ..

Who Cares is the buzz word right !! But wht if u dont have the stregth to utter it out. What if everything seems stopping .. slow motions .. but u still cant see clearly .. time passes .. and ur back in form .. kicking on something or the other. Waiting for another tiredness .. and u think u wont worry .. u wont let the heat take a toll .. u wont give up .. u wont even think of giving up .. no compromises !! But this aint a solution either .

Its an endless journey ... the bitch ( Dog in my case ) called life !!