the heaRt

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If i cud melt ur heart
We wud nevr be apart ....

ummm wht does melting ones heart means .... May be heating up a bit with the flame of feeling. But isnt this very philosophical. So whts practical.

WEll i never understood what actaually a HEART is. Is it a mere organ ( rather the most imp. one ) tht pumps in & out the blood tht circulates in a body. And does it have anymore importance ( being it a lifeline is worth an importance but here i m lookin for something more .... something at a higher level ).

I m a human, thus a social animal & with no exceptions all tht i have learned through my 20 years of life is based on experiences of others (unfortunately even they r human) and certain things written in books tht were either believed or proved by certain inquisitive individuals. So my repository of knowledge (which is highly limited) is based on a basic assumption of believing them all.

And believing this as i have heard & read ... they say tht " HEART is not a mere pumping organ .. its something u can talk to". ummm to put it more literally they say tht humans have two modes of responding to situations :: Either listen to ur MIND or ur HEART. And i firmly believe the first one cause i have heard my mind speak. But the second one is a bit doubty. Doubty why ?? Cause i have always heard two voices ... though one is very weak & the other very strong.

Now the crux here is tht how does one figure out which one came from where. Which ones "THE MIND THOUGHT" which they say is always practical ... and which one " THE VOICE OF UR HEART " which they term to be say fictional, non practical & quite troublesome. Everysingle day i read my horoscope ... and it says "TODAY IS THE DAY TO LISTEN TO THE VOICE OF UR HEART" ..... and as a firm superstitious ... whenevr a complex situation arises .... i do hear two voices .. but nevr figured out which ones the heart one. SO as always it left me confused.

Now even if this is cleared .. and i knw this art of talking to ur heart (A place where they say GOD resides).... but then wht does this MELTING ONES HEART mean. DOes it mean when ur able to establish a connection btw two different hearts ....

Its not like i dont knw the answers to these questions. I knw them very well (any queries invited) cause i have exrerienced these things. I have felt something. I knw whtevr GOOD i dream has been there sometime in my heart. And i knw tht whenevr i have HICCkUPS theres someone remembering me.

Sorry dont knw where i started frm and where have i ended up.

All i knw is tht heart gives u something. But u have only two options :: Either loVe or pAin .... and the fun is tht u wont be given a chance to choose .... And moreover theres no criterion. Its all unknown. But whtevr u get (as a consequence of FATE) it wont evr let u feel satisfied. And u will be a sLave .... demanding for more ..

It will lead you to the ocean of emotions on a seemigly safe boat .. but u wont be able to survive the storms .... and it wont leave u in the mist .. but will sail u through to an Island .. very secluded .... all lonely. And then theres no escape .... And then u wud think .. Why did I listened to it .. And by the way WHOM did I listened to ..... was it my mind or the heart. And u hear those two voices again ....

Everywhere around me i see pain
And i thought i was most unlucky ....