all messed up ..

sometimes life is just so messed up .. u dont really knw where should u start gathering the peices frm .. nd which one is to be picked first nd which one last. Which is worth a pick up nd which is obvious enough to be left alone, so that it cud be swayed away by the winds in to some corner of solace.

Have taken up a lot of initiatives, but the actions lack ( as alwayz ). Even my dad has made it a point, if u want to achieve something big .. u ought to be focused nd sincere in your actions ( not only in your thoughts ) cause its not thoughts rather the actions that produce result. But than all in vain.

Have been wandering here nd there, looking for new music, searching for donno wat .. contemplating donno abt wat ..

If the days are ohk, the nights become gloomy .. and if the nights r bright the dayz are cloudy ..

I have alwayz adored this line which i found in ALANA's blog ..

SOMEHOW I CAn't SEEM TO FIND THE QUITE INSIDE ME ..

you & me (incomplete)

clasped in thy arms of lonliness
buckled with the emptiness within
frozen among the cold blue wind
waiting for you to pull me out ..

tangled up in this web of life
trapped in sudden twists nd turns therein
fighting those extinct tears
waiting for you to hush me up ..

wrecked, broken with ruthless blows
scattered like millions of pieces
striving to put together whats left within
longing to be pampered lots ...

Am I holding on to u too tight
Havent i been waiting for u since long
It seems u wont come, it seems u might
Me, jinxed by a confusion of my own ....